Loss for my childhood

I've been missing one of my cat's for quite some time now. When i was 5 out family got 3 cats from a neighbor, these being Flash, Tricky, and Max. Max was mine. She gave birth to 3 kittens a couple years later, Blackberry, Garfield, and Adventure. Today I came home and found her body mauled and chewed up in my front yard. This may be kinda lame for some of you that i'm posting about the life of my cat, but i'm pretty bummed.

-patrick